Daddy Recovery Sessions: Opened Coffee
Manage episode 410002026 series 3563683
My father smiled, at me, after 10 years of not seeing each other. I was nervous and excited because what if he was a better human being? What if he did miss me, and, unlike our last interaction, where he said he did not love me, time had shown him I was worth loving. While I never felt it was my fault my dad did not love me, I did feel it was my job to make him do so, and the result was a relationship that I replicated in so many ways via lovers, friends, and bosses: the one who serves in hopes to receive. Although my father claimed to love me, his actions spoke differently, and I could not always pinpoint why? Thus, when he smiled at me and handed me over an opened coffee bag wrapped in plastic of Brooklyn Coffee, I realized why I never matched his words with actions: disrespect.
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