The weekly autobiography of a young man from Northern California’s Central Valley, and a look back on his participation and influence over the 1990s methamphetamine epidemic. He sorts through decades of descent into addiction and mental illness and how self-realization, acceptance, and unconditional love eventually saw him to recovery. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com
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Episode 2: I'm a Toys-R-Us kid
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39:45Adulting? No thank you. Jason splits the difference between being an adult and holding on to his inner child while detoxing and planning for the future and what may come.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 1: The Cartwheel
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24:17How many different ways can life flip you on your head? Jason's return home causes him to face an unexpected and undesirable juxtaposition.Von Jason Fareas
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Jason is back for the second chapter in his story. Get ready to hear about his road from recovery and the obstacles he faced along the way.Von Jason Fareas
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Is it the beginning of the end, or the end of the beginning? The long ride home proves to be a bit of both. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information on Jason, Madness METH-od merchandise, and more.…
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Episode 52: Juan for the Road
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31:01Jason and Cindy feel like desert tumbleweeds with no end to their tumble in sight. Everything feels negatively normal as usual - that is, until blessings are bestowed from what looks and feels to be from out of thin air. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for m…
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Episode 51: Trust Your Gut
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31:07“Reality” make a surprise guest appearance in this episode, and good thing it does, because Jason needs a guest star of this magnitude right about now. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 50: A Lesson worth its Wait in Gold
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34:52In celebration of the 50th episode, Jason steps away from the timeline for a chance to share part of his journey as it is today and how the experiences and duration of this journey played a necessary roll in who he is today.Von Jason Fareas
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As business between Ava and Jason begins to ramp up. Jason notices things about her circle of friends that have him questioning if he’s with the right group of people. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information.…
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Episode 48: Herding Cats
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42:22As Jason and Cindy’s reality of feeling done with their Vegas lifestyle begins to take shape, there are new hurdles presenting themselves. Loose ends tidy up and some intense situations stand in the way of progress. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more i…
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Who would have ever thought having nowhere to be would lead Jason and Cindy to yet another “adventure”? Even sitting still proves to be problematic for the duo. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information.…
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It was always HERVon Jason Fareas
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Jason accepts the severity and reality of who he has become (and who he presumes he intends to be) with the most desperate personal decisions. Fortunately for him, Cindy clings to the memory of Jason’s worth before the dope and won’t stand for his current mindset. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod…
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Episode 44: Past Comes to Call
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38:53Jason never thought old agreements would actually come to fruition. When things begin to start looking up for he and Cindy, Jason’s past has provided a little side quest that he is not allowed to decline and this may just be the beginning of the end for him. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gm…
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Seemingly out of options, and hungry to change the situation for he and Cindy, Jason quietly (and secretly) returns to Harbor Island in a move of selfless preservation. Unfortunately, the people he hopes will serve his interests have him second-guessing everyone’s motives. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadn…
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Episode 42: Better Duck
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36:29In several moments of processing and healing regarding what is possibly the scariest and most dangerous situation he has experienced to this point of the story, Jason speaks (from an in-the-moment POV) on something that has become most important. The gravity of his Las Vegas reality is proving to be very real with true to date implications on who h…
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Episode 41: Control - or the lack thereof
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32:56If life imitates art - then we are mid-stroke Picasso. Current-day life provides reflective surfaces looking back to homelessness and living on the edge of hopelessness. As reality begins to set in and slip away, Jason finds juxtaposition in his adult life to that of his old life in Vegas. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason vi…
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Episode 40: Falling in Place
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24:56Jason thinks his status will keep him on top even when he steps away for a break. The unfortunate reality of the dope game is there is always someone willing to fill in when the opportunity presents itself. He learns that status means nothing to addicts and what it costs is far more than he ever could have expected Follow us on Instagram at @mymadn…
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Episode 39: Untouchable or Insulated?
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41:28After the brush-up with local law enforcement, Jason begins to feel like he has Vegas wrapped around his finger. This leads to him taking things up a whole other level without any consideration to the consequences.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 38: Six Degrees
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33:35While the reality of law enforcement closing in appears front and center, Jason finds a connection to what should be viewed as an adversary. Who you may wonder? Give a listen! It’s no one you would ever expect Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more informa…
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Episode 37: Too Dumb to Run
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33:08Not all advice is good advice. Not all role models are meant to be such. This goes double for a person in the perils of addiction who exhibits personality disorders and the emotional intelligence of a crocodile. Jason, once again sticking to the rules, re-establishes his station in a new part of town. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Cont…
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Episode 36: Up Close and Personal
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37:07Never knowing what’s around the next corner, or who will or won’t be there when that corner is turned, Hiro instills some dark advice on Jason. Looking back, this advice was more of a life lesson than face value suggests. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for …
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Understanding one’s station in life is an important perspective to have, and in this episode, Jason is shown such perspective. But does he recognize the gravity of his experience? Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information on Jason, Madness METH-od…
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Life was not completely full of trouble and regret. In this episode, Jason reminisces about some of the “good times”. And how reflection on being presented with life-changing opportunities, to no avail, provided insight and clarity as to who and what he is. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gma…
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Episode 33: Act "as if"
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28:57The adherents of great advice applied to not so great circumstances escalates Jason’s status in the Vegas dope game - and he never even noticed. Having never taken a moment to consider his current station and always approaching life for the good time aligns him with like figures. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at…
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Episode 32: The Lost Boyz
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26:11Reality hits Jason as he digs into the whereabouts of folks from his past. Business in Vegas is doing quite well, and he discovers a loophole in the new rules provided by Dolli that lead to a whole new revenue stream.Von Jason Fareas
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Business is good on the south side of Las Vegas. Jason has set a tone but is required to learn the rules of the new table. Some folks emerge who not only help escalate his game but also provide permissions that come with new regulations.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 30: Assimilation
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32:15After setting up shop (once again) with new friends, Jason and Cindy return to Harbor Island and immerse themselves within a whole new world that is Sin City.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 29: Eye of the Storm
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29:24Here they go again. Jason and Cindy find themselves back to old ways in what was supposed to be a new start in Las Vegas. In the wake of new friendships, the “Jefe” version of Jay finds he is well-suited for this environment. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com …
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Episode 28: Solving for wh”Y”
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25:27An introspect into the importance of asking why by way of exploring why Jason even began this podcast and how the simple question, in his opinion, is THE answer. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information on Jason, Madness METH-od merchandise, and …
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Episode 27: Room to Breathe
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40:22Chaos continues to escalate in Northern California and appears nothing is going to let up. Jason and Cindy feel like a change is needed, and a fresh start. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information on Jason, Madness METH-od merchandise, and more. …
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The amount of anger and betrayal running through Jason’s veins causes an alter ego to emerge; replacing love and laughter with acts of vengeance. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information on Jason, Madness METH-od merchandise, and more.…
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Episode 25: Off a Cliff
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31:11While Jason is taking a shot at sobriety up at his Uncle’s home, a vindictive “ex” unloads a secret that leaves him feeling alone, broken, and angry - the type of anger that clouds decisions and restraint. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com Visit eight19product.com for more information…
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Jason looks back fondly on a character throughout his story that has never truly been discussed; his girlfriend’s 1995 Honda Civic that he tricked out during his peak in the dope game. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 23: It’s Cold Out There
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32:15Jason is forced to vacate the apartment. He and Cindy are now homeless around the Central Valley. New characters enter the picture, misrepresenting allegiances and shining a light on the speed of their demise. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com…
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Episode 22: Mousecatchers
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34:41Jason’s addiction hits a new low and is introduced to a whole new group of addicts from a part of the dope game never previously experienced - doing whatever they can to survive and stay high. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 21: Fraudulent Behaviors
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36:37Old friends return to Jason’s life as he scrapes by with the hustles he has adopted in order to feed his addiction while trying to help others make money as well. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 20: The Fall Beyond
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34:09Jason is forced to move with Cindy and Eric back to Manteca, where the madness all began. He finds himself up to old tactics to get by while being riddled with betrayal that even a message from beyond couldn’t stop. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com…
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Episode 19: Ranch Hands
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27:28As the “Ranch” heats up, Jason moves out of the area and lets the people working for him handle the day-to-day operations. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 18: Follow the Leader
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27:32Jason expands his team, and learns to maintain his situation with Weston Ranch, Bear and the Family, and not to mention the competition. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 17: The Business Model
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24:19Jason begins building his own family from his own vision within the Weston Ranch neighborhood of Stockton to generate revenue and build respect from Bear and the elders. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 16: The Grown-Ups Table
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22:20As Jason’s meetings at the compound continue, the leaders remind him why he was brought to this level in the first place, and now it’s his responsibility to produce. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 15: Compound Interests
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24:51After Jaime’s arrest, Jason convinces Bear a discussion must be had to figure out why and how law enforcement is coming after them all at once. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Episode 14: Ride or Die
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33:28Jason is exposed to the other dealings going on with Bear and his family. After running things non-stop, he and his friends decide they need to take a vacation and head out of town to take a break and reset. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.com…
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Episode 13: A Rose by Any Other Name
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21:22Jason reflects on his foundation and how his grandmother, Rose, was a constant driving force when he would struggle to to stay in the light and how she remains his conscious to this day. Follow us on Instagram at @mymadnessmethod Contact Jason via email at Mymadnessmethod819@gmail.comVon Jason Fareas
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Jason takes this time to step back and focus on the purpose for telling his story, how his actions impacted those he loves, and the struggles he still deals with today.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 11: Black Widow
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23:30Jason has a gut feeling things are not right with the hustle Chris has going on. Things begin to look like they’re turning violent, and Jason chooses to arm himself in order to protect his friends.Von Jason Fareas
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Now back in NorCal and in full swing Jay walks us through his path from consumer to dealer to manufacturer of methamphetamine.Von Jason Fareas
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Jason and his girlfriend return home from Phoenix to help with damage control since the arrest of their friend, Chris. Upon their return, they discover how much things have changed and how much more dangerous the dope game has become for their friends.Von Jason Fareas
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Episode 8: “I Don’t Think You’re Down”
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23:48Despite the severe consequences Jason and his friends experienced during their venture into the dope game, things were not always bad. In this episode, Jason reflects on some of the fun and crazy times he and his friends had growing up in NorCal, but also how that demeanor led them into the path of the dope game.…
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Jason and his girlfriend escape to Arizona to start a new life, but the demons he was trying to escape reappear in new friends and new circumstances.Von Jason Fareas
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